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October 18

未落定的塵埃【The Dirt Haven't Placed】

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                     誰          
                  裡             
                  將             
                  是             
                               
                               
                                  
                                  
                                       
                                       


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                             
                             
                             
                             
                              
                               
                               
                                
                                    
                                      

October 17

In Detail 【審視】


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When I was in an infant school,


I felt that needing you each seconds.



I teared myself to hide my face in the lower part of your skirt.


I was dependented on your maternity so much.

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Now,
I don't know why,
you have become somebody else round everyone else,
how do not having keen sense of responsibility.



I don't care where you usually go yet,
just know that you don't feel like to come home several nights.



however,
I haven't demanded your maternal affection,
but ask you to turn home into honesty.
Do you understand obvious



Don't let me lose my grip,Ok
Don't make any things so complicateed,OK
Don't confuse me please!!

 
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我的實驗性 現代水墨作品
《拼貼─象》
¸.·´¯`·.¸  This Pic Is My Works of Traditional Chinese Painting by Experiment¸.·´¯`·.¸
 
October 14

固守沉默【 Stick Mum 】

    


 
 
 
                      奢 夾 你  我 愈 也  妳 「 從  究 用
                      侈 雜 們  就 是 不  這 看 小  竟 一
                      的 著 總  愈 被 知  孩 ! 你  是 種
                      吐 一 樂  是 抨 道  子 人 們  哪 屬
                      著 些 於  堅 的 為  怎 家 就  裡 於
                      致 污 看  守 狗 什  麼 某 老  犯 自
                      命 黃 到  沉 血 麼  就 某 愛  了 己
                      的 的 齷  默 淋 ?  像 某 教  錯 的
                      口 齒 齪  ! 頭    塊 多 訓  ? 模
                      臭 垢 的    ,    死 有 著    式
                      。 , 笑         木 禮 說    生
                          容         頭 貌 :    活
                          ,         ? 多      ,
                                    」 活       
                                      潑       
                                      ,       

  

 
                         在 在 我  還 是  誤 請
                         沉 嘈 只  是 我  認 別
                         默 雜 懂  這 從  為 把
                         中 中 得  個 這  是 我
                         寄 沉 一  世 個  冷 沉
                         託 默 份  界 世  漠 默
                         ! , 擇  遺 界  的 的
                             善  棄 掙  藉 理
                             的  我 脫  口 由
                             執  ? ?  ! ,
                             著          
                             :          
 

 

October 12

Heartbeat without Soul【喪魂的心跳】

 


I want to say something on occasion,
but I can't search for the words inside my head.

 

 

I feel like to do something at times;
nevertheless,
my strength doesn't match my ambitions.


 

My heart is fulling of vast and hazy,
I couldn't look for the future.


 

What's on my mind,
who understand
Perhaps I do not seem to understand.

 

 


 

I always stay up without sleep
even so,
I usually go in a daydream in the daytime.

 


Invert and suspend myself often,
just like a bat,
however where do I belong forever?

 


Mediocre and unambitious,
the heartbeat without soul

 

October 10

獨自淪落【Let Me Submerge Alone】

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      但  是 我  真 我  走   從  這     
      該  誰   那   在  已 此    滿   
      怎  把 想  麼 怎 車    對       
      麼  我 說  的 麼 上    黑       
       能 的   脆 ?     暗       
      補 自     弱    名   情       
      心 知 顏    ?   的           
       認 剝        眼           
      上  奪                   
      綻 , !         ,            
      開                             
                                     
                                     
      縫                               
                                       

 

October 08

Behind The Waterfall【有聲的寧靜】

 


Yesterday,
I saw a movie〝The Piano〞what was broadcasted in my Experience Of Vision class.

In the deep of my heart was touched by it.

The leading actress has been mute since six-year-old,
she always expresses herself by the piano.

Some of her lines make my impression profound that I like so much,
〝There is all rubbish of all the words are spoken by people on the world that no worth to listen〞

This words and my soul are in agreement.

Cause I'm usually spare of speech,and do not like to listen more.

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

I felt that my soul fall ill recently,


and the hot tears well up in my eyes often,


but I don't know why,


Perhaps I real get tired of my school life and my Mom,


It is a horrible thing to know I hate her more and more.



My friend Juan-Kai took me to see a doctor of psychology today,


I wept myself to talked to the doctor.



Yun-Yu and Juan-Kai had dinner with me,


we chatted more while eating,


they let me turned out to smile,


I'd like to thanks for you both,


I think that I'll get better and better soon,


cause I have some nice frinds are the kind of you guys.



I will certainly become more and more courageous.

October 04

感悟那天【Come to Realize,That Day】


      凡  卻 曾      
        愈 經      
        是 追      
         根      
               
               
               
               
               
                 
                 
                   
                   
                   

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


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My Works of Traditional Chinese Painting by Experiment【我的實驗作品】

 

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸My Works of Realistic Chinese Painting by Experiment¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

 


¸.·´¯`·.¸My Works of Abstract Chinese Painting by Experiment¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

 


¸.·´¯`·.¸My Works of Individual Chinese Painting by Experiment¸.·´¯`·.¸

October 02

Getting Along Well In English Little By Little【漸漸進步!】


 

 

 

 

I ran into a foreigner at the corner of the street on my way school this afternoon.

She asked me how she arrived at BooksoreStreet in Chinese,

but she talked and made hand gestures at the same time.

I had understood exactly that what she wanted to say and reminding her how she can spoke the matter in Chinese.

She fall like to talk with me in Chinese all the while,

but not very well.

And I chatted with her in English at all.


It was real a funny phenomenon.


I'm very glad to know that I'm getting along well in my study of English,

cause I can take my time in talking with foreigners fluently now.

 


September 29

我不是:響叮噹,半瓶水!【 I Wasn't , An Arrogant Person 】


 
 
 

      我 在 還        
      默 眾 有        
       者 我        
       面 這        
      告 前         
      訴 給  筆       
      自 予         
      己 了 設        
      勝 我 計        
      不 肯  擦       
       定   稿      
      敗 的         
       讚         
      餒          
       ,             

               
  肯             
 同              
  需             
  要             
               
  足             
               
               
               
               
               
               
               

 

        
        
        
        
        
        
        
        
        
        
        
        
        

.ps.

I was still in the sack until Yensheng called me up at ten o'clock this morning.


I promised her to go to school on time yesterday,but I don't.


I was too tired to oversleep.


And I missed a class that I blamed myself.

September 27

I Murmur Cause You Murmured【我牢騷因為妳嘮叨】


I don't know how I can explain about it obvious,

and I'm not of the opinion that I should apologize to you.



Don't look forward me to being a teacher,

I refuse to put up with your murmurs.

Words cannot describe my pain.



You always make me nervous,

and there are a lot of fears you brought.



I'm usually difficult for you,

and so you are.


I feel like honors,

but you just desire wealth.



That I realize exactly all the while,

I don't give a shit what you think as usual,

although I'm unable to keep you from calling me down.



Quite a character

Just do as I think best!



By YaWen 2005.09.25

 


Thanks for

I'd like to thx for my professor of traditional Chinese painting.

I have discussed the matter with him for more than an hour this afternoon,

The admonition he gave,

that brought me great satisfaction.



By YaWen 2005.09.27

September 25

我是誰的孩子?【Whose child am I ?】


             
             
             
             
             
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   私           
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September 21

~♥ Birth tour yesterday ♥~

I took bus to Xinzhu yesterday.

It was my 21 years birth.

My best friend Yensheng took me to the trip by motorcycle.

We went up the mountain in the daytime,and enjoyed the sight of sea at night.

I took many pics along the road.

Yesterday is a wonderful day.♥~

Thereinafter,there are many photos by my own,I'd like to enjoy them with every one.
 
 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸Yensheng and I took a pic with a big bear.¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸A rocking horse in the lavender garden.¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸There are many wish trees in the shine.¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸Wish cards and wish trees.¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸We made wishes on the card and suspended it in the tree.¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸A tadpole with a pair of big eyes and a cut tail,it's so cute.¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸A beauty coffee bar.¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸Neiwan suspension bridge.¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸A part of lavender garden.¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸A part of coffee bar.¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸A carousel in the department store.¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸A sun on the wall at a ice shop.¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸Vanilla ice-cream we ate.~¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸A light in the ice shop.¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸A part of ice store.¸.·´¯`·.¸

 

 

¸.·´¯`·.¸We chatted a lot at the seaboard in the night.¸.·´¯`·.¸

September 20

✞ It's My Birth Today ✞


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September 17

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September 15

My last words on this summer vacation


 
Day after day.

Life was about the fall of me.

The summer vacation is so insipid,
still I feel so much better when I'm alone.

IT will be finish in the wind.
 
 
Words cannot describe all the thougts inside.

It pained me to go to school again,
but I'm unable come and nobody could take me away.

I'd rather break myself away.
 
 
Maybe I can't handle something sometimes.

I don't think you'd understand,
cause no one understand.

I know nowhere am I going.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

by yawen 2005.09.15
September 13

討厭自己


 

  討厭自己的傲慢,
  學不會放下身段,
  明知道那只是掩飾自我弱點的防範,
  但棄甲投降對我來說總是那麼艱難。

 

 

 

  討厭自己嚴重的自卑感,
  總是嫉妒他人自信滿滿,
  我往往只能看到自己的幽暗,
  常常對自我的優點有所隱瞞。

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  血液裡有過多的矛盾流湍,
  何嘗不教我感嘆,
  對自己從沒看慣,
  討厭討厭這般極端,
  自己都討不了自己喜歡,
  要讓別人對我欣睞就更免談。

 

 

  活那麼老了還如此內涵,
  怎麼辦?

September 11

祝妳...


 
   
   你今天可否快樂?
   那首歌過了第二十年就像哀歌,
   我不忍對妳唱出那傷人的祝賀,
   只願當個隱形的道賀者。
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
             
 
 
 
 
對於如梭的歲月別太自責,
               雖然過往有很多不捨,
               雖然未來也難以揣測,
               勇敢接受更多的忐忑,
                  不管是失是得,
              生命本該如此可泣可歌。
 我不是妳生命中的過客,
伴妳嚐盡苦澀,
妳不是我命運中的路人,
所以還是要祝妳生日快樂!
 
September 09

┤開學前,開學後├


閒來無事,
當一天街頭的路痴,
乘一天盲目的車子,
走路不用心思,
花錢不能把持。
 
 
雖然如此,
別人的眼眸就像鏡子,
流露出我的閒情逸緻,
反射著的我宛若一張從容的白紙,
有很久沒在上面憤寫惱怒的髒字。
 
 
愜意的日子,
幾天後將逝,
待那些時日,
背膀硬直,
化作一俱陰鬱的僵屍,
在瘋人院裡躁亂躍馳。
 
 
引來詭譎怪誕的巫師,
善惡不分的作法模式,
把玩持之以恆的幼稚,
拿缺曠單當符咒造祉。
 
 
有好幾次,
都想用我銳利的爪子,
把你掐死,
好讓你早點投胎轉世。
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
咒你下輩子,
當隻薄命的蚊子,
噼啪!又被電蚊拍電死!

September 07

歲月逼人鬆手


一直以為我們能相伴到最後,                
一直以為可以沒有爭吵戰火,
縱使外界紛擾不休,
也攻不破我們堅鞏的牆垛。
 
                                                  一直以來我們從沒有一起砌牆過,
                                                  一直以來妳只是我手中的氫氣球,
                                                  歲月向我明白訴說,
                                                  妳已經不是我喜歡的朋友。
 
理清曾經喜歡妳的理由,
只因妳是顆玩趣的氣球,
當我漸漸變得成熟,
我才弄懂妳腔內氣體的作用,
輕浮得讓我都會跟著飄遊,
討厭不被定位的流落,
不想再跟著妳蕩蕩悠悠,
我們再也不能道合志同。
金色童年早已腐朽,
成年後該面對的殘酷太多,
最初難以承受,
經過現實的摧磨,
我已經可以敞開心胸,
學著鬆手,
放掉多年來我緊握在手的線頭,
看著妳飄飄然的飛走,
或許也等於是放自己自由!
September 05

赤裸著的荒涼


 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
人類本是土生土長,這個世界充滿太多慾望,記憶中漸漸失去原鄉,幻化一座座荒唐的城邦。

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

徬徨!開始不明白自己有什麼奢想!                               你是否同我一樣?或已尋獲你要的渴望?

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

紙醉金迷讓人漂茫,危險又絢麗的波浪,推我們往大海的中央,失去最原始的方向,遠離安全的埠港。


 

                           

 

 

 

某種氣勢汩汩蘊釀,

是自然反撲的力量。

與其喪逝那對天賜的翅膀,

寧可消葬在那純樸的弄巷,

魂歸原鄉。

September 03

人之所以要做作


看我,
   笑什麼?
 
                     雖然笨拙,
                           對於自己的舉動,
                                       那也是出於逼迫,
                                                 被動卻又很不懂,
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
為了求得一絲鄙夷的笑容?
以為這樣可以翱出外太空?
 
最終,
在這個時下的囚籠,
輪不到當個太空英雄,
僅是個小丑供人賣弄!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
大家開心我就光榮!?
他媽的我永遠不會這樣服從!
 
 

 

 

September 01

罪愆夢縈


 

每一次睡眠進行中,
是否都能真正擺脫些什麼,
如果沒有,
我需要有一把利器護守,
因為自己始終有太多不安的念頭。

 

 

 

是別人欠我太多?
還是我付出得太過火?

 

 

 

 

 

再恐怖的惡夢,
能不能嚇跑你們所有的罪禍,
再酣甜的美夢,
能不能滌淨我所有濁漪餘波。

 

 

 

小時候,
捲進沉眠的漩渦,
是百般享受;
活愈久,
睡覺只能充當逃避的藉由。

 

 

 

 

 

 

日復一日這般存活,
有點像悶鍋,
偏偏悶不死那苟延殘喘的魂魄。

August 30

蓄勢待發


一個名詞在未形成以前,意義就已存在,

實質上的效力卻令人頗感無奈。

 

教育大學磨滅一些有志難申的英才!

 

用教育的表態,

施以專制獨裁,

回到中央集權的年代,

安能看著自己被活埋?

 

雖然人心狹窄,

世界依舊鴻擓。

 

既然不能光明正大的在陸地上綻放光彩,

那就諒我挖掘地道自闢瑤寨!

待明日褪去了暮靄,

看我瓊璧交輝的形骸!

August 29

無可救藥

一座幾近頹唐的小島,
教改如火如荼的胡鬧,
當今國中生所受的培教,
像煙霧般虛渺!
 
教科書一本比一本還薄,
﹝地理+歷史+公民+社會﹞融合成一科叫《社會》來著,
﹝健教+生物+生活科技﹞融合成一科叫《自然》來著,
﹝美術+音樂+家政﹞融合成一科叫《藝術與人文》來著,
搞得每一科都像在民族融合真友好,
國際上卻一再的兄弟鬩牆分道揚鑣,
頂著進化的面貌,
卻都是一些淪陷的徵兆。
 
從前自己背著沉重的書包,
往往被壓得連聲抱怨哀嚎,
但如今學識勉強尚為豐飽,
這才領悟到,過往的辛勞,
原來都只是苦口良藥!
 
快跑!
與我同是天涯淪落的人一起逃 ───
 
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August 27

諾恩吉雅

匆促之間,
隨手掘走了諾恩吉雅
一本形式上有點年份的書,
實質上卻新如方購。     

信手翻閱昨年厭棄的扉頁,
透過席慕蓉的筆尖,
讓我對蒙古的思念更加倍。

當初因為貪於書中豐美的圖片,
買下這本裝滿蒙古一切的寶典,
當時回家才看沒幾頁文字圖片,
就再也嚥不下那些枯澀的字眼,
因為有過多的專有名詞在裡邊,
還有很多主觀的思維難以理解。

但如今親自到蒙古巡訪過一遍,
這本書裡的內容撼得我難語言。

原來,從前對它的不解,
就像枯香的茶葉,
只是缺少水的泡解,
今天只因為有過親身體驗,
那番熟稔讓我很對它動顏,
好似滾水煮開的醇香茶味。

蒙古小女孩斯琴又在我耳邊低語,
那群兒馬子、騸馬又在我眼前馳騁,
碩鷹又順著悲風在敖包上盤旋,
一切的景況都再次的從書中浮湧出來,
而我再次掉進蒙古大草原的懷抱裡。

有一種失落,當我被迫離開書中的酣甜,
我看一眼,這個現處的環節,
表面上看似繁華光鮮,
實際上糜爛頹廢。

何時,替我脫卸這梏鏈?
何時,還我遼曠的野原?